beautiful!

from s ford <fordsf@gmail.com>
to zeroleaf@gmail.com
date Fri, Mar 5, 2010 at 10:46 PM
subject Chat with s ford
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10:23 PM sford: Same reason I don't reply to any other messages. Do you think I don't have a life? Do you think I respond to mom?
10:25 PM sford: Call me a jackass. See if I care. And see if that makes me have some magical change of heart. And hold your breath while you wait for my apology.
10:26 PM sford: Hold your breath. 
Hold it. 
Hold it 
Hold it 
Hold it 
Hold it 
Hold it 
Hold it
10:27 sford: PM Hold it 
Hold it 
Hold it 
Okay, here's my apology  It sounds like this: fuck off.
10:29 PM sford: If I never hear from you again, it'll be too soon.
10:31 PM sford: Go cry to mom, hide under her skirt, and tell yourself that life is SO unfair.
10:32 PM sford: Paint your face white, write bad poetry, and 20 years after you're dead and gone, you won't be missed. So... FUCK YOU
10:33 PM sford: Tell mom and dad what I told you.  You are not my fucking brother.
10:34 PM sford: And they are not my fucking parents.  Do not ever talk to me again.
10:37 PM sford: Fuck you, fuck off, and DO NOT CONTACT ME AGAIN, you stupid goddamned shit.
10:41 PM sford: Go kill yourself. That'll teach me.
10:42 PM sford: Or maybe it won't, but at least if you do that, you won't make my mom cry any more, so I won't have to kill you myself. Sounds great to me, so would you mind?
10:43 PM sford: And by the way, fuck you. Fuck off. And I never want to hear from you ever again..
10:44 PM sford: Stupid goddamn fucking victim
10:45 PM sford: Are you at a loss? Ignoring me? Distracted?
10:46 PM sford: Doesn't matter. Your death is not only one I won't mourn, but actually welcome.
10:47 PM sford: For all your failed attempts at suicide, I have to conclude that you can't even do THAT right
10:48 PM sford: Tell mom and dad what I said, and try again. Maybe this time it'll stick. I can only hope  FUCK YOU  FUCK OFF
10:49 PM sford: And do not ever bother me again.